i’m sorry it hurts, and hurts so fucking much. i’m sorry for yer deaths, fer the ways that Life pummels u, drowns u, tosses u in this sea of pain like a child who drags a stick thru the mud. i’m sorry u are here, in this space with yer pain parts all out in the open. i’m sorry that the tender edges of u are fumbled with by the fallible humans who surround. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. please, darling one, hold on. you are worthy of Life. do u hear me? U. R Worthy. of Life. yes, u.