i’m sorry this hurts, and hurts so fucking much. i’m sorry for the deep, devastatingly eternal wells of pain that u r feeling right now… or have been thru in yer life… or are carrying with u in cavernous trenches in yer hips. i’m sorry. i’m sorry fer the wayz that this pain has been stacked on yer heart, yer shoulders, behind eye sockets, in hips, fingers and toes. i’m sorry. i’m sorry for the They of You who did not know how to shoulder their own pain and passed it on to u. i’m sorry. i’m sorry for the wayz that u did wut u knew how to do at the time and picked this pain up, to take care. i’m sorry. i’m sorry for the U who didn’t know any better. i’m sorry. i’m sorry for all that u’ve lost carrying this pain around. i’m sorry. i’m sorry for the lives u haven’t lived, for this pain, alwayz getting in the way. all ways. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. u can let go now. yer allowed to let go now. yer allowed to free yer Self frum all of this pain. it never really wuz yers to begin with, and it’s not up to u to take care of this for others. u can let go now. yer allowed to let go now.